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A Cancer Journey
All The Feels
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Jan 34 min read
Happy New Year!
When I reflect upon the three hundred and sixty five days of 2024, I paid honor to it, I forgave it, I gave it grace, I accepted what I...
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Nov 2, 20242 min read
Check Up Giddiness
Ready for my check up Mr DeMille! At 63 I’ve had my share of yearly wellness exams and then on to specific care doctor’s appointments. ...
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Sep 29, 20242 min read
Quotes of Inspiration
As I move into the next five years of hormone therapy I do exhale. I do breathe. Cancer has no time table. From tumor discovery through...
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Sep 8, 20246 min read
The Treatment After The Treatment
There is a routine of care given to me by my oncology team consisting of my daily and nightly skin regime, nutrition, medicine, (yuck!),...
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Aug 30, 20243 min read
The Last Day
Sixteen days. Monday through Friday. Doesn't seem like a lot, yet it is. For me. Speaking with friends who persevered through their own...
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Aug 22, 20244 min read
Radiation Care
Twelve treatments down. Four more to go. (at the time I began writing this post) Everything my oncologists told me regarding the side...
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Aug 1, 20242 min read
The First Day
Seems poignant to me that the first day I begin radiation treatment is the first day of my birthday month. I've been talking with friends...
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Jul 21, 20241 min read
QUIET - a poem
rarely do i have that moment that piece of time that time of peace quiet no neighbors above across the courtyard way quiet i stare at my...
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Jul 10, 20242 min read
The Pink Balloon
I wish I had taken a picture of it but I didn’t. This is exactly what it looked like though. This week, one early evening, I was relaxing...
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Jul 7, 20243 min read
I Am Not Alone
I remember when my mother was diagnosed with Sjogren's Syndrome. She was a divorcee, living in Ann Arbor, Michigan, her two daughters...
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Jun 30, 20243 min read
The Breast Staredown
I'm going to be intimate in the feels of this post. That disclaimer is more for the gentlemen readers. Breasts are indeed intimate. Just...
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Jun 29, 20243 min read
Radiant Radiation
I tried to come up with a catchy title for this entry but this was as good as it got. My radiation treatment consult on Thursday was...
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Jun 20, 20243 min read
Welcome Back!
It's been about a month since I was working in the office. Up to my surgery I had been working from home because of all of the...
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Jun 18, 20243 min read
Tell Me More. I'm Intrigued.
Friday I met my oncologist, Dr. Park. Dr. Park talks a lot, but I gather in this instance it's needed. Yet, it wasn't bad at all. She was...
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Jun 13, 20244 min read
Safe Vulnerability
Today was the first day in this journey that when asked how I was doing, I responded with silence. I responded with a tear. I responded...
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Jun 12, 20242 min read
Post Game Analysis
Just a clever play on words. Had my post op appointment. It was great to go over my pathology results in person with my surgeon. Seeing...
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Jun 9, 20242 min read
Free.
After surgery I had to play another waiting game. Waiting for the results from pathology. The results from the testing of the cancer...
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Jun 3, 20243 min read
"We Got It."
I remember coming out of the anesthesia with a smile on my face. Seeing the post-op team checking me and my vitals and Dr. Dang...
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Jun 3, 20243 min read
"Let's Do This!"
THE NIGHT BEFORE Just the day before I had Procedure Two, the nuclear medicine injection. Radioactive dye injected into my lymph nodes...
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May 27, 20245 min read
The Garden of The Mind
The mind is a garden from whence beauty grows. - Robin At each show's end of The Price is Right, Drew Carey, staying true to his promise...
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